Remembering my siblings......

Siblings as been part of me. Hving 2 boys as a siblings make me the only girl in the family beside my mom. My heart pounder when i'm thinking of my younger sibling. As he is very close to me, his dissappearence make me blame myself for what had happened. Still thinking of him,my heart can't stop crying telling myself if i can turn back the time, i will do anything to stop him.I can't bear to see tear in my mom eyes and how my dad miss him a lot. My dad is a very strong man but deep inside he is so fragile.He might not express how he miss his younger son but we can clearly see that. Too many thing had happen,but that make our relationship as the whole family very strong.